Hope everyone is having a great morning! The next three chapters are now posted. If you have read The Wedding Part I, chapter 24 will be very familiar, as Camille and Trevor go on their first date (I loved that scene, that’s why I used it for the published version). Enjoy!
This seems so surreal.” I said as I kissed Trevor.
After leaving the funeral, we decided to stay at my house and just be together. No entertainment and no interruptions. Even though no sexual intimacy was involved, just the feeling of being near each other was more than enough.
“I know. I didn’t think us being together would ever become true.” Trevor said as he caress my cheek.
“Well believe it. I just hate it took so long to happen.”
“Don’t think about that. Just as long as we’re together now, that all that matters.”
“I just wish we could tell people about it.”
“You’re the one who suggested it, all for good reason though.”
“I know. I have a feeling Chad is cooking up a scheme as we speak. He’s been too quiet about everything that has happened.”
“Why would he talk? He’s the one who cheated and finally got caught. Who knows how many other affairs he may have had while you two were together?”
“I know; I really don’t want to know if there were others.”
“Why are we talking about him? Let’s focus on us and our first date.” Trevor said as he kissed my neck.
“Our first date; I really like the sound of that.”
I started to regret my request of not sleeping together as Trevor moved his lips from my neck to my collarbone, giving me multiple tingles in my body. Just his lips alone can give me an immediate orgasm.
“I actually want to keep it as a surprise.”
“Shouldn’t I get some sort of hint since I was the one who suggested it?”
“No. Besides, you’re going to love it. It’ll be a walk down memory lane.”
“Sounds exciting; in that case, I guess I can wait a little longer.” I said as snuggled up to Trevor.
To be honest, it didn’t matter where we went; just the thought of us having our first date was enough for me.
I didn’t have to wait any longer to find out our plans for our date. A week later, I was leaving the office when Trevor called telling me to dress casual as he was coming to my house in an hour.
I quickly went home and showered. I grabbed a pair of black skinny jeans and a cream colored shirt that flowed to my waist. I looked at myself in the mirror as I put on a pair of flats. I started to wonder if I was too causal and if I should put on a dress when the doorbell rang.
I ran downstairs to open the door. As soon as I opened it, I had to catch my breath at the sight before me. Trevor always looked good, but today, he was looking extra hot in a deep purple long sleeved shirt, and black jeans. His wavy black hair was cut shorter and was starting to look a little curly, which I absolutely adored.
“Good evening Camille. These are for you.” Trevor said as he handed me a dozen pink roses, which are my absolute favorite.
“They’re beautiful; thank you, baby.”
“You’re beautiful.” He said as he bent down to kiss me.
I looked over my shoulder and noticed my neighbor, which is also the neighborhood gossip, Mrs. Adams, staring directly at me kissing Trevor. I turned away from Trevor and looked at Mrs. Adams.
“Is there a problem, Mrs. Adams?”
“Oh, hi Camille. I didn’t know you would notice me standing here.”
“It’s quite obvious that you were. Is there something I can help you with?”
“Well, I was just wondering about your husband. I’ve noticed that he hasn’t been home in a couple of days and now that I see you kissing another man…”
“With all due respect Mrs. Adams, what goes on in or outside my home is none of your business.”
“Obviously if you wanted your business private, you wouldn’t be displaying it outside for everyone to see.”
“Listen Mrs. Adams, I can do whatever I please outside my property….”
Before I could say anything else, Trevor grabbed me and pulled me into the foyer and closed the door. I looked at him with disbelief while he walked into the living room.
“I was just about to tell that nosy woman off.”
“I know, and to avoid a public disturbance, I pulled you inside. She may be nosy, but she does have a point.”
“About you displaying your business for everyone to see. We’re supposed to keep our relationship private right now. What if Chad comes by and one of your neighbors, especially Mrs. Adams tells him about us?”
I sat down hard in one of my brown armchairs.
“I guess you’re right. But it would have been your fault since you kissed me.”
“You didn’t try to stop me, did you?” Trevor said as he came closer to me.
“Why would I?” I asked as I stood up to face him.
Trevor leaned into me and began to kiss me. I put my arms around him as we went towards the couch. I lay down while Trevor lay on top of me. The date was starting to become a distant memory as I started to run my fingers through Trevor’s hair. Trevor began to place his hand underneath my shirt, as he touch my abs and move up to my breasts. While I wanted so much for us to continue, I knew we shouldn’t. I started to move away from Trevor while he sat on the couch with a sigh. We looked at each and smiled.
“Maybe we should start our date.” I said.
“Yeah, we should.”
“Am I going to get any hints about where we’re going?”
“You will; once we get there.” Trevor said with a wicked grin. He got up from the couch and extended his hand to me. I smiled as I grabbed his hand and my clutch that was nearby. I already know that this evening will be one that I will never forget.
When Camille mentioned us having a first date, I automatically knew where I wanted to take her. Well, it was actually a bunch of places I wanted to take her. With so much that has happened, I think this date will not only put a huge smile on Camille’s face, but on mine as well. Now the two of us were in my BMW 3 Series Coupe, heading to our first stop down memory lane.
“Did you really have to blindfold me?” Camille asked. She turned her head towards me, pretending that she could see me.
I looked at her and laughed.
“Are you seriously looking at me right now?”
“Of course. I know you have that devilish grin on your face. You’re up to no good when you have that grin.”
“Really Cam? Just to let you know that the places we’re visiting are places we both have been to.”
“There are a lot of places we’ve been to.”
“I know, but there are some that were pretty significant.”
Camille began to smile as I turned on the radio.
A few minutes later, and we were at our first destination. As I turned off the ignition, I took Camille’s hand and kissed it. She smiled at me as I turned to unlock the door. I went over to the passenger’s side and opened the door to let Camille out. I took her hand as she carefully got out of the car. As we went to the front door, I opened it to let Camille in. We step inside and pulled Camille to the side to take the blindfold off. As soon as the place was revealed to Camille, she began to smile widely at the sight before her.
“Are you serious?” Camille said as she looked at me.
“I knew you would like it.”
“Of course I would! We used to go here all the time in middle school.”
Yeah, our first stop was to Willis Arcade. To some people, this may have been a weird place to take a date; but I knew with Camille, she would love it.
As we stepped further inside, Camille ran straight to the air hockey table, which is one of our favorite games. Just looking at her made me remember the first time we came here by ourselves in the sixth grade. We felt so grown up at that time. We spent hours and our allowances playing all the games and eating greasy pizza. My mind suddenly went out of memory mode when Camille hit the puck across the hockey board and landing straight into my goal. Camille raised her arms up in victory.
“You do know that’s your first and last goal, because I’m going to win.”
“Oh please Williams, you know I’m the best when it comes to air hockey.”
I started to laugh at Camille and began the next round.
After playing three games (which I won the first two and Camille on the third), I decided to skip the pizza and head to our next destination for dinner. Camille looked at me as she grabbed my hand and squeezed it.
“I’m having a great time so far. I still can’t believe you remembered the arcade.”
“I still can’t believe that place is still open, with the same people running it.”
“I know. It’s great to relive some of our childhood.”
“Well, the evening is not over; we have more stops to come.”
Camille smiled as she leaned her head back onto the headrest.
As I pulled into the parking lot, Camille looked at me and shook her head.
“Wow, Royal Plaza. I haven’t been here since…”
“Prom night with those horrible dates.”
“Yeah. But we had a great time at least.”
“Yeah, we did.”
As we walked into the hotel, I led Camille straight to the hotel’s restaurant, The Grove. As I confirmed our reservations, the hostess led us to a table near the back of the restaurant. We both smiled at the hostess as she gave us our menus and returned to her post.
“I have to imagine where you taking me for our college years?” Camille said.
“You’ll like it, trust me.”
As we ordered our food, we continued to talk about our high school memories. Just talking about our friends and the fun we had made me realize just how lucky I am to know such a great group of people. Camille reached across the table and took my hand.
“I’m really lucky.” She said.
“I was just thinking the same thing.”
After eating our food, we decided to take a look inside the ballroom in which our prom was held. Luckily, the door was open, as we walked the entryway, hoping no one was inside. As we looked around, I remembered how the room was decorated like paradise as we had a Jamaica theme. Camille looked at me as she walked further into the empty ballroom.
“Do you remember the song we dance to that night?”
“How could I forget? That’s when we first kissed.”
“I wish we could dance now.”
“In due time Cam. Come on before someone sees us in here.” I said.
Camille gave a pretty pout as she walked towards the door. I take one last look before following Camille to the exit.
So far, the date has been a success, but I had two more stops for Camille to remember. Since it was Friday night, I knew a perfect spot downtown that we all frequent in college. Some nights, Camille and I decided to leave our friends behind and spend some time together, just enjoying each other’s company. Once we went to the parking garage, Camille instantly knew where we were.
“You ready to dance Ms. Thomas?”
“Of course, Mr. Williams.”
We got out of the car and headed out of the garage. Once we approached the club doors, we noticed the long lines of people anxiously waiting to get inside. We looked at each other wondering if we dressed right for the club, but decided it was fine since we wasn’t staying long.
Twenty minutes later, and we were inside. Camille and I headed straight to the bar. While I ordered a couple of shots, Camille started to feel the beat of the music pounding loud on the speakers nearby. I watched as Camille moved her body to the music, which was giving me all types of thoughts to how I wanted to end the night. Camille gave me a sexy stare as she put her back on the counter.
“Come on baby, I want to dance.” She said as she took my hand.
I quickly took my shot as we headed to the dance floor. As a new song came onto the speakers, Camille began to dance seductively against me. I remember all those times in college when Camille and Rachel used to do dance contests on the dance floor, causing many to stop and stare at the two battling each other to see who was getting the most attention. My memory started to fade as Camille began to rock her hips onto me. I grabbed her waist as she grind on me. She turned around to face me as we begin to dance seductively on the dance floor. Camille leaned over to my ear and began to run her tongue down my earlobe, which made me even more horny.
“Why don’t we finish the date now.” she whispered.
“Not yet. Have one more place to go.”
After a couple of more dances, we decided to leave Venue and go to the last place for our date.
As I drove towards the parking lot of Lost Creek Park, I turned the headlights off and stared at Camille.
“Our last stop.” I said.
“The park; you definitely went back.”
“Yeah, to when we had our first play date.”
“I remember when you pushed me in the sand box.”
“I wasn’t trying to; I accidently tripped.”
“Sure you did.”
“You want to swing for old time sake?”
“Sure. We better do it quick though, since cops drive around here.”
We both got out of the car and ran to the swings. As we both grabbed one, we started to swing without a care in the world. Just doing this brought back memories to when we used to be at the park with our mothers. They would sit on the bench watching us swing until we both were tired. Camille started to laugh as she started to go higher on the swing. I kept a steady pace as I watched Camille swing back and forth. Strangely enough, she looked just as she did when she was a little girl in pigtails. Just the way she smiled and looked made me feel like a little kid as well.
We continued to swing for a couple of minutes and raced back to the car. As we got inside, Camille stared at me as she leaned in for a kiss. She put her hand on the back of my neck while I put my hand on her thigh. Our kiss deepened, as she slid her tongue into my mouth. She stepped over from her seat and into my lap, as she ran her hands towards the end of my shirt and lifted it up. She leaned down and kissed my stomach and up to my chest. I leaned my head back onto the headrest and let out a low moan.
Before we went any further, I grabbed Camille’s hand and smiled.
“As much as I would want to, we can’t do this here; unless you want to get arrested.”
“It would definitely be worth it.” Camille said as she kissed my neck.
“Let’s go back to my place.”
“I would love to.” Camille said.
While Camille goes back to the passenger seat, I had to regain my composure as I started the car.
My house couldn’t been close enough as I made it in record time. As we both got out, I went over to Camille and passionately kissed her. She jumped on me as I continued to kiss her lips and then her neck. With Camille still wrapped around me, I carefully walked to the door. Just as I was about to open the door, I noticed Mr. Thomas in his driveway staring at the both of us in disbelief.
“Mr. Thomas.” I slowly said, causing Camille to quickly jump off of me.
“Dad! What you doing outside so late?”
“I’m on my driveway coming from the store. I should be asking you why you’re at your best friend’s house at one in the morning looking like you two about to..”
“Oh wow.” Camille said as she lowered her head.
“What’s going on? Why you’re not at home with your husband?”
“You didn’t tell your parents?” I whispered to Camille.
“It never came up.”
“I would like an answer, Camille.” Mr. Thomas impatiently said.
“Daddy, Chad and I are having problems. We’re no longer living together.”
“Camille, what happened? You two seemed happy the last time your mom and I saw you.”
“That was just an act, Dad. Can we please talk about this later? I’ll come by the house before I go home.”
Mr. Thomas looked from Camille to me and sighed.
“Sure. Just don’t do anything you shouldn’t, alright.”
Camille looked at her dad and nodded her head.
I gave Mr. Thomas a tiny smile as we walked into the house. I closed the door and went up to Camille. I wanted to pick up where we left off, but I had a feeling that wasn’t going to happen.
“Baby, I think we should just get some rest. My dad kind of killed it for me.”
I sighed as I watched Camille go into my bedroom without another thought. I sat on the couch and put my head in my hands.
“So you have no photos on my wife? I know she’s having an affair!”
“Listen, Mr. Anderson, we followed your wife for the past week, we have not found anything suspicious on her part. If anything, she’s living a boring life. She just goes to work and home, that’s all.”
“Maybe she knows you’re on to her. Come on Chad, I’m pretty sure Camille knows you’re up to something.” Melissa said.
I looked at Melissa and rolled her eyes.
Since the funeral, I decided to take action into my own hands to find out whether Camille and Trevor are dating. I hired a private investigator to get some proof on whether the two are hooking up, but to my surprise, there is no evidence. I know Camille is cheating, she’s just finding a clever way to do it.
“So you telling me that Camille were at home all night last night? No one came by the house; because from what I heard from my next door neighbor, someone did stop by, and the two left.”
I knew this private investigator was incompetent, so I decided to dig up some proof of my own. I went by the house to pretend I was getting the rest of my things, when nosy Mrs. Adams didn’t waste any time telling me that Camille and her best friend were kissing on each other and left the house together.
“There was one time last night that she left with a guy around seven and they headed to a couple of places. I told you I had to cut the job short because my daughter was sick.”
“You telling me that you didn’t get any evidence last night because your daughter was sick!”
“You know what, I quit!” The guy said as he went to the door.
“Fine, I was going to fire you anyway!” I yelled at him as he closed the door.
“At least you know they were together.” Melissa said.
“Yeah, but I don’t have the evidence to prove it, thanks to the idiot I hired.”
“Chad, I know you’re trying to dig up something about Camille and Trevor; trust me, I’m all for it, but how do you know she’s not finding any dirt on you? You were the one who cheated on her throughout your marriage.”
“She won’t find out about it. When we go through the divorce proceedings, I will have to give her half of my assets. I refuse to do that; I worked too hard for my stuff.”
“This is what the private investigator is for, because you don’t want to pay Camille.”
“Mainly that and other things.”
“Would you like to share with me what the other things are?”
I looked at Melissa as I went to the armchair and sat down.
“I don’t know if I should.”
“If you think I’m going to run off and tell Trevor about your misdeeds, then you don’t know me.”
“Melissa, I really don’t know you.”
“True, but you know I wouldn’t tell Trevor. I can’t stand the sight of him right now.”
“There are some things that no one knows about me. Except Rachel, and she’s dead.”
“What is it?”
I sighed as I leaned back onto the chair.
“You pretty much know about my affairs while I’m on the road, but there is one that I don’t want anyone to know because not only will it affect me and my job, but also the person I’m having the affair with. This person could lose everything.”
“I’m assuming the person is someone you work with?”
“Yeah, and right now, I don’t know whether I should continue the relationship. I can’t let this come out about us, especially if Camille goes digging for information.”
“What are you going to do now?”
“I’m going to do what I should have done in the first place. I’m going to expose Camille for the liar that she is.”
The night didn’t end with Trevor and I having sex. To be honest, I was kind of glad my dad stopped us, because I would have broken my rule of having sex while still married. Don’t get me wrong, I want us to make love, but I just don’t want the idea of being married hanging over my head.
As I lay in Trevor’s bed, I had to look around to notice anything familiar in his old room. I’m surprised he wanted to take his childhood room instead of the master bedroom. But knowing Trevor, he probably didn’t want to since that was his parents’ room. He probably would have thought about the things they done in there and wouldn’t want to stay there.
I looked down at my sleep shirt, which was one of Trevor’s plaid shirts. I press my nose against the collar and smelled his favorite cologne, Gucci Envy. I took one more look around the room and got up, figuring it was time to face Trevor and what happened earlier.
I slowly traveled down the stairs and noticed Trevor on the couch sleeping. His bare chest was slowly weaving in and out, while he had his hand on the waistband of his pajama pants. I had to smile at the sight before me. Even when he’s sleeping, he still looked sexy.
I went over to him and gave him a tiny kiss on his cheek. He slowly opened his eyes and noticed me standing before him.
“Hey. What time is it?”
“A little after nine. I just woke up myself.”
“Sorry I didn’t come upstairs. I decided to sleep on the couch.”
“It’s cool. I know after what happened last night, you wouldn’t want to.”
“It’s not that; it’s just that we went too far last night. You said you wanted to wait for us to make love, and we would have broken that promise if your dad didn’t stop us.”
“I know baby, and I probably would have been pissed about it, but I wouldn’t have regretted it if we did. The timing just wasn’t right last night, that’s all.”
“That’s how you’re looking at it?”
“Yep, and I’m sticking to it. But I kind of wish you came upstairs.”
“I know, but with everything that happened and looking at you now in my shirt, I don’t think I could have handled it.”
“And what would you have done?” I said as I straddled Trevor.
“Well, I would have started here.” Trevor said as he kisses my neck. He lowered his lips to my chest. He unbuttoned two buttons on my shirt to expose my braless breasts. He took his mouth and began to suck on the left nipple before moving to the right one.
Just the feeling this man was giving me was more than enough for me to break my rule.
“Forget the rule.” I whispered.
“I want you, now.” I whispered as I kiss Trevor.
I lean over and began to kiss Trevor from his lips to his chest. As I began to go lower, Trevor pulled me up and I wrapped my body against his. We began to kiss as we headed upstairs.
“Wow.” I said as I looked at Trevor. We stared at each other in total amazement.
“Do you regret what happened?” Trevor asked.
“I shook my head and smiled.
“Not at all,”
“How do you feel?”
“Good. Actually, I feel fantastic.”
“I’m just glad you’re happy. I miss seeing that pretty smile of yours.”
“You’re the reason for that. I haven’t felt this good in so long, and it’s all thanks to you.”
“Maybe so Cam, but you should give yourself the credit for your happiness. You’re the one who broke away from Chad; I was just here to help you through it.”
I smiled as I cuddled close to him.
“I love you.” Trevor said as he kissed my forehead.
“I love you too.”
After making love for a second time, Trevor and I left his house hand in hand. It was time to face my parents and tell them everything from me getting ready to divorce Chad to me and Trevor becoming a couple.
“I guess my parents will be the first to know about us.” I said as I rang the doorbell.
I looked over at Trevor who seemed pretty nervous.
“Are you okay?”
“Yeah, I’m cool.”
I smiled while waiting for the door to open. My dad was on the other end looking at the two of us in disbelief again. I wish my dad would have a different look when he looked at us.
“Good morning. I see you two finally decided to get out of bed.”
“Listen, I know you’re grown now and don’t need any advice from me, but I just want you to be careful. Just be clear minded and think about what you should and shouldn’t do. Even though you’re separated from Chad, you’re still married, so think about that.”
“Dad, my mind is very clear about Chad and our marriage. If you let us in, I can tell you why Chad and I are separated.”
My dad opened the door wide for Trevor and I could walk in. As we went inside, we went straight to the couch while my dad went towards his favorite chair. That man had that chair since I was born, so imagine how it looked now.
“She’s sleeping Cam.”
“Really, it’s after eleven.”
“Cam, it’s something you should know about your mother…”
“I thought I heard voices.” My mom said as she came down the stairs.
“Hey, Mom,” I said as went to her and gave her a hug. As soon as I did, I could sense something was wrong.
“Is everything okay, Mom?”
“I’m fine sweetie. Hi, Trevor,”
My mom smiled at Trevor as she went over to the love seat to sit down.
As I noticed my mom, I couldn’t help but to feel a little sad. I could tell from her appearance and the fact that she was sleeping more than she should, could only mean she wasn’t well.
“So your dad said that you and Chad are separated? I wouldn’t be sad if it’s true.”
“You know I could never stand Chad. I basically tolerated him because of Camille.”
Trevor started to laugh after my mom’s comment.
“Anyway, it’s true. I found out that Chad cheated on me twice with Rachel; once during college and the other before our wedding.”
“Oh, Camille,” My mom said.
“Sorry to hear that Camille; but you have to realize it was before your marriage. Did he cheat on you during the marriage?” asked my dad.
“That’s not the point Dad; we were in a relationship; he had no reason to cheat on me! Besides, I’m pretty sure he’s been having an affair during our marriage; I just don’t have the proof to back it up.”
“So you’re saying you been completely faithful to Chad, even before your marriage?” my mom asked while she looked at Trevor.
Trevor looked at my mom to me while I gave my mom a “don’t-go-there” look. I knew where my mom was going, and this was not the time to prove her point.
“Now that your marriage is practically over, you need to admit your feelings to the man sitting beside you. Camille, you’ve been in love with Trevor for years. Hell, it could have been when you were kids; the point is, you need to put your feelings out on the table and figure out what you want for your life. Evidently, Chad is not the one and to be honest, he never was.”
My dad looked at the two of us and sighed. Trevor smiled as he took my hand into his.
“I think you need to tell her Cam.”
I smiled and looked at my mom.
“You are right about one thing, I always had feelings for Trevor, and I recently realized that he always had feelings for me and we decided to give a romantic relationship a try.”
“Oh baby, I’m so happy for you.” My mom said as she went up to me and gave me a hug. As we broke apart from the hug, she went to Trevor and hugged him too.
“Maybe I wasn’t faithful to Chad too; emotionally faithful. I always had feelings for another man and never faced them, until now. So really, we both done our share of dirt, and now, we just need to end our marriage so we both can move on.”
“Honey, should you at least try to figure some things out before you move into another relationship? Although you know each other, you’re both moving into a different territory.”
“We know that, but we’re willing to take a chance. Mr. Thomas, we love each other and we’re willing to make this work.” Trevor said.
I looked at Trevor as I put my head on his shoulder. My mom smiled at the two of us while my dad looked as if he wanted to explode.
“Well, you know how I feel about you two, so I’m happy. You should be too David.”
“I would be if these two slow down and think about this.”
“Our minds are made up Dad. Now, can we move on from this discussion, please? You were mentioning something earlier…”
“I don’t think we should discuss it now Camille.” My dad quickly said.
I looked at my dad, who then looked at my mom. My mom gave my dad a disapproving look.
“What’s going on? I sensed something was up the minute we walked in. Mom, is something going on with you?”
“Why would you think that, sweetie? Everything is fine.”
“I don’t think it is. You’ve been acting different lately. And just a couple of minutes ago you just woke up. I find that odd considering that you’re usually the first person up in the morning.”
“Camille, everything is fine. There’s nothing to worry about.”
“That’s not reassuring, Mom.”
“Claire, tell her the truth! She deserves to know!” My dad exclaimed.
“Tell her, or I will.”
I looked at both of my parents wondering what was going on. Trevor started to give my hand a small squeeze.
My mom told a deep breath before walking over to me. She put a hand on my knee while looking straight in my eyes. Just the look she was giving me made my heart break in two.
“I don’t know how to tell you this.”
“Please Mom, whatever it is, we can get through this.” I said in tears.
A sob escalated out of my mom, causing me to cry uncontrollably.
“Baby, I have lung cancer.”
I tried to speak, but the words just couldn’t come out of my mouth. I’m not sure what to think or feel right now. How could this happen to my mom, the strongest person I’ve ever known. This must be a bad dream and I’ll wake up any minute now, I know it.
When I was finally able to speak, it came out in between sobs.
“How did this happen? I’ve never seen you smoke.”
“I smoked heavily before you were born. Of course I quit when I was pregnant, but after you were born, I did continue to smoke every now and then. Now, I guess it finally caught up with me.”
“How long have you known? Have you started any treatments?”
Tears started to flow from my father’s cheeks, which only meant one thing.
“Baby, I didn’t take care of myself like I should of. I didn’t scheduled regular check- ups and when I started experiencing coughing and wheezing, I just assumed I was having a cold, so I never went to the doctor….”
“Are you trying to say the cancer has spread?” I quietly said.
My mom nodded her head while the tears stared to fall down her pale face.
“There’s nothing your doctor can do. You can’t do radiation or chemo?”
“If I did, my body would reject it. I’m so sorry baby. I’m sorry.”
Trevor let go of my hand as I put my arms around my mother. The tears started to flow between the both of us as we cried together over the news.
“Mom, you have nothing to be sorry for. I just wish you would have told me sooner.”
“I just couldn’t tell you. I didn’t have the heart to.”
“How long you have?”
“Dr. Rivers said it could be days or months, just depending on how my body response day to day. I’m just doing what I can to stay here a little longer. But if it is my time to go today or tomorrow, I wouldn’t be sad; and I wouldn’t want you to be either.”
“Don’t talk like that Mom.”
“Baby, please don’t be sad. I accepted this. I know this will take some time, but I hope you will too.”
I looked at Trevor as he was holding back tears of his own. He put his arm around me as I continued to shed tears over what I just learned.
In a matter of minutes, the happiest day of my life has turned into my worse. I never imagine my life without my mother, and now, I might have to.